Perfection Seeker

13 April 2006

Busy

My blog seems a little bit dusty these days. Never post anything since then. 1 month? Went to orchard when I really needed to buy some stuff. Only went shopping at far east so far. Didn't get the chance or time to really go out walk walk shop shop. I missed the days of frequenting marina square, suntec city, esplanade, those places i always frequent in those days. Staying so far makes it really hard to meet with whoever. So sick of the journey. With motivation n determination, i'm willing to wake up slightly early to prepare myself before going out. No choice anyway. Staying so far now, someone also seldom ask me out recently.

Met chun hoe the other day, in quite a coincedence way of seeing him on the train. Chatted wif him all the way fr bugis till boon lay. He asked for leaves so that's y i get to see him on a wed night but he's going back to boon lay camp. Wen jie changed his mind so he didn't came to pick me up tt night so i went home alone. I loithered at kino kuniya, waiting a sms to say he's changing his mind. After getting a much definate answer den i went down to the station alone, carrying a lonesome feeling. Just when the train stops and opened its door, i just saw him with a empty seat beside him. I was really surprised. To think i got the chance to really tok to him face to face this way. It was so awkward. Everything he asked, i replied in a low tone. I'm tired and sian at the moment. Anyway thanks to his company on the train that occupied my busy mind throughout the journey. He asked me alot of stuff, regarding wen jie. And also shared wif me his stuff. I used to hate him alot so whenever we saw each other, he will bicker wif me on anything, provoked me n i will scold him so we didn't really sat down to really talk in the presence of wen jie. After talking for a while, i found out he seems to be thinking much lately, grown up, being much mature le. Glad that he's grown up, gosh! After that night, he kept smsing me everynight regardless of being in the camp or outside at home. Anyway he stopped his nonsense when i replied that yes i like wj very much. And that was enough to stop the incoming sms for the rest of the days. He did this same trick 2 yrs ago den failed in such a short time, maybe 2 or 3 days? Now.. used longer period of time to stop everything.. 5 days. Being mature is a good thing for him but that doesn't mean i will go for him instead of wj.

Going to meet ai lin soon this few days. Everyone is so busy working and all that. Hard to meet up really...a day to meet up all 3 together. Got to plan hard for the day. Happy Birthday ai lin! U turned 20!! haha!

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