| Busy with work, busy with assessments and busy with my daily scehedule. I didn't even realised that not a single post was posted this month. I long forgotten i have a blog. Got to ask Rinako san to let me off more days in this 2 weeks. Assessments going on the same day. Dark rings getting darker. Tomorrow is valentine's day. Where shall we go? Nah not celebrating this yr...should i put it this way, postpone? No one postpone valentine's day i guess.. they usually make it earlier. Did he ever thought of maybe standing outside my working place as usual, waiting for me to knock off, carrying a bouquet of flowers? Yes, might had thought of that but didn't actually did it, did he? Father came back early that evening, not convenient to go out. Is this an excuse? With determination, i guess he can make it happen. That's what he's lack of maybe? When there's a will, there's a way. Sounds really true...the favourite phrase miss cafren like to use. Having a lover but not celebrating valentine's day... yes it is sad enough to see couples on the streets...walking happily together, holding hands.. so sweet. I can only envy them. Why can't i? Why can't i be the same as them? I was so anxious, looking forward for the day to come yet now i realised this appointment of mine. We are having assessment on wed, 15th but i finished all my work on last saturday. He had a prize giving session till 4+pm and he got exams of 6 chapters on wed as well. Stressful for him i know. Then what shall i do? Stay at home after class dismissal at 11.30am. And sleep all the way till i gets up and continue to do my work. Sad and miserable isn't it. Yes, you guys can say... everyday can be valentine's day if u 2 r good. Well...put yourself in my shoes, u shall know the feeling hiding beneath me. Alot of ppl told me that...but who would wanna feel this? Nope, no one. How's your valentine's day? Stay at home and sleep. That's my answer. Ya, i know i should be understanding for him but i was too disappointed to take it. Ok u can postpone it but can u well promise that it will be a wonderful day i've ever had? You always told me the plans that i don't wish to know. Why? Why did you like to spoil the little surprise you could grant me? I'm talking more n more like armando. Haha...regarding the incident about our "favourite" classmate. Fun to add up to my post. Hmm...tml buying chocolates for Cafren and Jeanne, as promised! Recalled the days in sec sch when we don have bf, we celebrated among good friends. Exchanging sweets and chocolates to each other. Especially soo lee! Received the best chocolate from her and i shall bring the joy to the rest this year. Hohoho nice yummy! |
