After hans and rosanne told me what happened all along, i was really stunned. So many things had have happened in between... that are all hidden behind me. The truth keep coming in 1 by 1, 1 after another...more that i couldn't absorb or accept them. It's really too much. Now i know why hans always told me, its always good for me not to know anything, things you don't hear, won't hurt you. After going out to sing that night with my group mates, that was the very 1st day i knew the truth... and i thought that is the only thing.. after talking to them continuously after work, i was hit by all the things that are coming towards us. Soon after i get to know all those things... the news broke, chaos of this and that..b Both of them handed their resignation letter. I knew hans is leaving soon, that incident just pushed him to do it sooner. He promised that if 1 day morning, he buy macdonald breakfast for me, i will know its his day of handing up the letter. The day before he was asking me what kind of macdonald breakfast i wan nx time when the time comes... i told him big breakfast, tea must changed to ice milo. So when i went back home that night, i was thinking maybe big breakfast, its a little bit too heavy for morning in the office... planning to tell him the next day. When i walked into the office, i knew i was too late to say anything. Big breakfast with ice milo is on my desk. I was speechless.. He is the nx one leaving fr our grp. Feeling really sian, ppl going 1 by 1, new ppl coming in 1 by 1. Office went upside down for the following days.. i was nearly involved cos i was closed to them, i am so afraid he will ask me personally. Now i know the truth so it's harder for me to act blur. Anyway... storm is over

I'm losing 2 good frens at 1 shot. Donno who to eat dinner with... 2 ppl lesser to go for lunch, i lost 1 noisy ppl in my grp, the one who created laughter, who likes to disturb ppl, likes to ask weird questions, helped me to buy breakfast every morning, eat extra meals with me to gain weight together, share secrets. I really managed to gain weight, although it doesn't look convincing to people but i really gained. Incredible and amazing isn't it? They will bring me over when the time comes...in future.

All the best for them, will contact with them..always.