Perfection Seeker

05 December 2006

Clearing throat... Er Hem

我快要不行了！

Every work i am supposed to do.. i don't feel like starting..WHY??!! My holiday mood is gone for quite some time. Is it that i have overworked for the past 2 years? I am tired of staying overnight to finish up work! It's always this kind of mood that caused me to burn really hard at night during assessment periods. Continue doing such work..makes me feel like quiting. BUT! This is the final stage! I can't give up just like that! 16th march! My grad show! After 16th of march, i will receive a diploma and then i can rest and play all day! Then i shall start finding jobs! And work work work.

I'm in a dilemma now. Should i take a degree? Degree for my course is just 1 year. 1 more year in Nafa. Should i go for it? Or should i go out and work for a few years then i continue my studies?

"When you go out and work, you will gain experience and you know what you want to achieve so when you go back and study for degree, its better in a way."
"When you go out and work, would you bother to come back and study again?"

My mum and siblings went to malaysia yesterday so my dad and i were left behind in this house now. Everything seems so quiet and peaceful. It's so strange! I always have to clear my throat first before i start a conversation with my dad, because i didn't speak a single word with anyone in the house the whole day.

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